What do you do when you finally find everything you ever wanted and you realize it’s unattainable?

theclearlydope:

I’VE MADE A HUGE MISTAKE. 

& I consider this my punishment for all the people I have wronged. What goes around comes back around and it’s finally catching up. 

There are no words to express how much I miss you.

I’ve always wondered… how much heartbreak a person could take before they cracked. Myself, a year ago… was falling apart. Never could I imagine that I would have built myself up again and become better and not bitter. How I could still fully and undoubtedly believe in love. Is there a limit of heartache that each person can suffer… is there a love out there that is so great that once its gone it leaves you shattered? How many heartbreaks can I suffer before I become unrecognizable even to myself… or am I already?

For the first time in a long time, I don’t know what to do… So I’ve decided to do nothing instead.